Ha- See, I was just testing you. I figured if I got quiet for awhile, maybe nobody would even notice if I came back. So I figured if everyone got sick of checking if I wrote anything or not they would just give up on me. In that case I have succeeded in making this a very isolated blog, almost a journal of sorts. So whether your there or not, here's what I've been up to:

LIFE WITH A 1 1/2 YEAR OLD.

That's it. Plain and simple. That's all I got enough energy for anymore.

In my down time I like to read. Hence, that's why I haven't blogged in 4 months. I'd rather be reading. I have had a list of blog ideas sitting on my nightstand forever now. In fact they have been there so long I completely forgot what I even wanted to say about these "clever ideas"

My life is awesome. I have a beautiful wife who is my best friend. I have been blessed with the coolest little boy in the world. An awesome mother-in-law who has graciously helped us out with our daycare bills. Enjoyed an awesome vacation in Florida with my parents. My sister is pregnant. I have a job (even though it sucks). I just hired on some help for my department. And i don't have the pig cold... yet.

I've been wrestling with the idea of Predestination. What an intense subject that is. i don't think I'm in the right frame of mind now to explain in detail what I mean. However I will say that studying this subject was very eye opening for me. At points it made me seriously doubt that God exists, but in the end has made me twice as convinced. The toughest part about realizing God exists is realizing that your not in control and but also that just because you think something should be a certain way doesn't necessarily mean it is or that its even the "right" way.